Friday, December 17, 2010

The Unthinkable

How can it be that a hard year continues to be full of sadness.  We face that today, once again. 

I was able to get in again, for an ultrasound.  It appears the bleed grew, and detached one sac completely, and the heartbeat from yesterday stopped.  I am full of clots.  There are no answers to why.  We don't understand any of this.  It is truly unthinkable.  We will take a look at things on Monday, but we are expecting no change. 

I am broken. 

2 comments:

  1. I am so crushed. I wish I could give you a great big hug. I am so incredibly sorry, Marsha.

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  2. Oh, no. No no no! Praying for you and for a miracle on Monday.

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